Okie…I havent been able to get any real work done in the past few days. It’s a really sick feeling. It’s caused due to inaction, for several reasons.
The fact that I will be out ( or have to get out of ) of school, and find a job is really weighing heavily on my mind. Also, the fact that I have a thesis to finish off is also another additional thing. I haven’t started writing anything majorly for my thesis is another.
In this current mood, I feel exactly like Agent Smith of the matrix fame, when he is nauseated (or acts to be) when he is interrogating Morpheus. It gets under your skin, not able to finish off the task assigned to you. It’s a state in which you basically do think a lot about things what you need to do, prioritize them, rethink … eventually spending so much time thinking about tasks and organizing them, reduce the risk of the tasks, etc. etc. that you actually end up not doing the task.
The only good thing which I can think of is that I actually realized I was in a such a state! Off to the library!! To finish task 1 
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